Entering The Dance.

27 July 2010

Hi! I'm baaack~ You know what that means? RANT. :X

hahas. but because i'm nice and refuse to let my blog be plagued by nothing but rants, i shall first write about the awesome drug-high things of yesterday ^^v

Things to note:
neoneo -> Mr Neo. A teacher :D for anti-googlesearch sake, he shall be known as Stalker 1
john leow -> a teacher, mr neo's ~~husband~~ friend. For anti-googlesearch sake, he shall be known as Stalker 2 (:

Okay, so. Drama rehearsal was pretty ok. Maybe fun. :P

But the real fun started at 6.

When i came back from ACJC. Changed shoes, went to bball court to find neh, dilly, joey and mr neo. xD then they still playing bball, so neh lent me her extra shirt. And then omg...the game as usual was freaking retarded? but it was like everyone on drugs xD super high or something :P Then leon came and stalker 2 :P then it got a bit...uhh...

Cause joey, leon, me and stalker 2 same team whilst neoneo, neh and her friend same team. Then stalker 2 and leon kept throwing the ball at each other :/ barely at us....

later we gave the reason that cause...this is the 2nd time stalker 2 meet us, so probably got stranger factor...that's why don't really know to pass the ball to us.

Ohoho....we never knew...

So we headed off to GNC to find nyx and jj...they were doing pw...THE BEARS ARE SO CUUTTEEE! ahem.

THEN with a lot more retardation whereby stalker 2 was saying "one of you should aspire to be a psychiatrist" thereby hinting that we're all crazy ._., we went off to eat dinner :3

and after a lot more highness, randomness, sotness, and making a nuisance of ourselves on our way to bedok interchange, we decided to eat at pizza hut. (where we proceeded to make ourselves even more of a nuisance.)

So much funny stuff and retarded stuff happened that you needs to be there to experience it and find it funny :X

But yea...in the end the stupid stalker 2 keep calling me toddler (can't remember who started it though :O) so end up he become daddy lor :O and neoneo mummy lor :P

HAH. and he kept putting me into the box of shame ==; (note: despicable me) and joey and neh got stuffed there too...

We thus concluded when JJ felt left out...(we welcomed him into the family, saying...)

Dilly and Nyx are normal.
Me and Joey are .... err... yea...[normal is overrated kay? :O]
Neo and stalker 2 are mommy and daddy
and neh is the pet :P

lol and jj kept falling asleep it was hilarious xDD

So the whole thing resulted in a lot a lot of pictures :P

omg i really hope that the timing on fri is ok, and i'll be able to go out with everyone :P

hahas...and seriously...the fb thing about stalking is damn funny...:P

AND then! Today, we were sitting at GNC talking about yesterday when suddenly stalker 2 walking behind the corridor

O___________________O ...

neh: "ey! your papa! your papa over there!"

"O___O what you doing here?! I thought you not teaching anymore??? :O"

hahas

then after math lecture...

neh: "eh must say goodbye to mrs neo"
me: "no! it's mrs leow! :O"
me: -about to scream- "GOODBYE MRS...- OMG!!!"
stalker 2 walking behind

:O none are safe...

hahahaaha...

lol and the msn convo til 3 am with neh and neo was funny also :P

(andandand omg should i add my ex-colleagues' [those i haven't added] on fb? i feel so distanced already :( like..hyrah, QY and shan still working there, so they're obviously still like...communicating? XD gahhh]??????????)

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ok...so the rant :XXXX

Today was just a seriously screwed up day :/

Got progress reports back. Nothing really new except for PW. which was just....it's ok i guess...until you compare it to dilly's...

she's closer to mr han. he's her geog teacher. he freaking gave her a better evaluation than all of us. And then he said joey's not focused and gave her a not-as-good evaluation. wts.

i'm not pissed at dilly...it's just...it seems that mr han doesn't even know what he's doing. doesn't even know what the crap goes on in the group. it's unfair. it's unfair to give joey almost the same evaluation as he gave jasmine who doesn't do anything to help her group. and give the rest of her group members who did everything else an ok only evaluation. it's not like he doesn't know what's going on since they've given him feedback.

So it seems to me that mr han's evaluations are based on biasness and the fact that he doesn't know what to put. which is totally unfair and gives you a very unhappy feeling.

he gave hui jia a comment saying she's friendly and popular o.o not saying she isn't or what, but cause hui jia's usually quiet, so it doesn't really link to those words in particular? ==;...stupid teacher. joey cursed so many times and emo-ed the whole day because of him lol.

next bad thing in today. the next period. hist tut.

Stupid stupid stupid hassim. he has something against the group of us :/

we have 3 groups. 1 is the hist buffs, who are obviously awesome, and the other is my grp and the other class's grp. Our grp actually attempts to do discussions. the other group not as well? at best both our groups are equal. so i don't see why hassim keeps picking on us.

Everytime we answer his damn question, he pushes further saying we never answer enough. Then he say we're not thinking. He doesn't even do that to the other group! They remain invisible and he doesn't care! He keeps staring at us when we're talking. but the other group keeps talking keeps keeps talking, and he doesn't even care.

how awesome is that? Obviously another sianmax moment.

break kinda made the day slightly better :/ due to stalker 2...

then math lect...the end of it was funny too...but the lecture itself was bleh :/ I UNDERSTOOD OKAY? :D lol

hist lecture was sianmax...falling asleep...shouldn't have gone. sherry didn't even go :/ we were released at 11...hist lecture is 10.50-11.40 stupid me.

Hassim's lecture notes just got worse. seriously. he used shortforms ALL OVER. like literally. association would become assn and malaya became m'ya. ==; and treaty became T...chinese -> ch. he kept saying they were standard short forms, but NOT TRUE! Some of them consisted simply of him removing certain letters that pleased him. WTS man. It's our notes! We pay for them! Must he scrimp to that extent? ==;;;;;

Drama...well...with only one rehearsal which wasn't even proper, more like used for aligning yesterday, it's definitely not enough. I was afraid that we'd screw up, and had a premonition as well :/

The markings we left yesterday were gone...or more like...covered up with black tape which we only noticed halfway through which was definitely too late ==;

Therefore it the alignment especially after the first transition was screwed. quite proud to say that alignment for preset and final scene for mine was pretty ok though...thought the one for second scene got screwed really badly.

Cause one of the wheels wasn't unlocked, and we didn't have the time to check, so we basically dragged the set over to the corner, and then obviously no time :/ i noticed the spotlight, but was too stupid to align to that >_< gah...

And this is another grouse of mine. My new partner to move the set is really really nice. she's really nice. Serious! But she's not the brightest spark around...and that's the problem :/ i mean...it means most of the responsibility is left to me...and the pressure is just..overwhelming.

For mardi gras, i already got intolerent, but fine. it's not as bad. But showcase? D:

For SYF keith was around. So then, even the wheel wasn't unlocked properly, but he had the strength to shove the set over. and we could align it properly still :x that's cause we have 2 ppl who knew where the alignment was then, right? D:

Now.........sigh...intolerence... my mind was going "incompetent fool" ... not that i'm very smart but ...

and after the preview she was all "just now i think i kicked someone very hard. really! omg...how?"

DUDE! Who cares? It's messy! Expected! I got my toes grinded by the bloody set earlier on. Got my ankle hit by the tower earlier on. I'm not complaining. No one cares. the pain will go away anywaaaaay...

zzz

it makes me guilty though...cause she's nice.

Oh, and our dragging left a long scratch mark on the acjc stage :P

blasted music into my ears on the bus ride back...felt so...stoned and well yea...maybe detached :/

Then came back expecting to do pw, and realising that ohno! they left! Cause dilly's 'marker' was a pen ==;.

SIANMAX. We're not ready for pilot test day D:

and it's TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW andandand...omg... :/

-hearts- :/

20 July 2010

NO! NOO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...................................

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: )))))))))))))))))))))): ;A: T.T T_T T^T

NOOO..... >(

first math lesson in new class today. guess what i feel about it? (:

GAH. I miss being able to joke around and laugh easily in class. Prod fun loudly at classmates and teacher.

It makes me feel worse to know that i probably wouldn't have been in this class if only i had stuck to that stupid (no-life) schedule of mine :/ but then, i think it's the same for all the other classes too...

Neh says her teacher sucks.

Mr Neo doesn't seem used to his new class :X "they're whispering to each other like this" he says in a very soft voice xD He's not used to the silence :P

And in ours? :/ w-ell...maybe it's cause i know implicit differentiation already ==;...so i don't take kindly being treated like i dunno anything :X andandand we have to do a stupid REFLECTION JOURNAL on math lectures now ==;

somehow i think that's my biggest annoyance D<

"the four of you behind are very quiet" says our new teacher.

"you all must learn the concepts, not just answer the question" says our new teacher.

Sorry, we weren't copying your answer. We've finished our work last week ._.

BLEHHHHHH

our old tues class was on the 3rd floor, now mine is on 2nd floor and neh's on 1st.

So after her lesson she ran up, then we ran up to crash neo's lessons xP

hahaha... :(

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Yesterday's bball was AWESOME :D but was super tired >_<

hahas...got to practice my shooting, i'm improving!! :3

played like...2 1/2 hours x.x cause we had to wait for dilly to come back from TOOP :/

so much jokes and poking fun man xD

then we went to get bubble teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D and got mr neo to treat us :P hehehe...

then i saw my old chinese tutor in the bus xD

Awesomemuchssss :D

Next mon last week to play bball with mr neo :x then got stupid drama showcase ==; stupidstupidstupid. go there waste time only.

will go back and join the rest for part 2) XD dinner

haha...off to do hw now :p

16 July 2010

GP - C
Math - U
Econs - S
Hist - E
Lit - D

Yea, my results look pretty terrible, but i'm actually quite happy ^^v

ESPECIALLY WITH GP!

OMG...dunno if it's cchms mentality, but i expected a single digit fail for compre :P i didn't exactly pass, but i got 24/50 which i was like "OMG!" at :D and then compre, seeing that i'm not that great at discursive, i wasn't very optimistic about either...then 29/50 also another "OMG! :D" xDD

so 53%...

WAIT WAIT WAIT! let me show my rank and percentile xD (it's a joke!)

It's in order of rank/percentile (:

GP: 26 / 96% (:DDDDDD)
Math: 681 / 3% (>_< :P)
Econs: 492 / 19% (:/)
E lit: 26 / 60%
Hist: 17 / 63%

Did my cohort do /that/ badly for GP? :X

And yeayea...i know for math. Got tuition. Working uphill from now on (: [grats joanie! top 30 in level for math!!]

Econs...:| i needed more practice. fact of life. my fault. essays screwed until can't screw anymore :X

Lit. Wow...i mean...i was kinda disappointed for P1, and numb for P5, even though the marks were technically similar...but yea :D i'm quite happy...26 out of maybe...60~70 people? plus/minus? :3 shows that my lit aint that bad after all ^.^

Hist...seriously hate hasim now...like...seng is more reasonably generous...hasim is random generous??? For P1 (seng's paper), i got like 13 for each essay, thus 26/50 which i was really happy cause i passed. Then for P2 (hasim's) i got like...9 for one and 15 for the other ==; wts. how can i do so differently?! And i wrote more for the first one, and was more confident!!! and hasim doesn't even write what's good/bad clearly on our essays! How would we know?!?! D< rawr.

Maybe i'm annoyed about it because hist is kinda my pet subject whilst lit is totally new...and then even though i scored lower for lit, my lit got a higher grade than hist :/ percentile for hist was also higher :/ oh welllllllll.....

I wish i could only see ranking and percentile xD it makes me really happy! :D lol...super extreme! top half and bottom half :P

OH! And now math class, 29/10, 30/10 and 31/10 combining and then splitting into 3 according to ability :P

Of course, with my horrible results, i'm in the lowest ability one 8DD

AND GUESS WHAT!!! THEY HAVE NAMES! OUR HOD NAMED THEM!! GUESS WHAT THE WONDERFUL NAMES ARE?! XDDD

(in order of ability - highest to lowest)

Enthu
Eager
Earnest

ROFLMAOWTSBBQ...

:P joker sia...

so now i'm in earnest ;D

pfft. xD

buh-bi neoneo :O (in the SR, it's sad that we'll have to change teachers, but in the LR, it's good, cause we won't get taught by pregnant lady again ;) )

15 July 2010

Warm and fuzzy; Cold and distant. :S

14 July 2010

Screw this shit. And that's why my mother has always been so unmotivational when it comes to getting me to study. She UN-motivates me to study.

Because of the horrible JCT results, i've actually been spurred on to study. I got math tuition. I did my math tutorials, and i'm doing my econs essays. And hist stuff. I'm actually getting the inertia and feeling proud of myself.

And cause today there's no hw due tmr and stuff, i decided to take a break. Read some manga, more than i've been doing the previous days.

And she comes to me and says: "You've got the cut down and know your limits!"

WTS. screw off. seriously. you don't know ANYTHING. at all.

"your future is in your own hands"

Glad you know. So shove off. seriously.

Thanks man. Thank God i have nothing impt to do by tmr, or i'll really not be in the mood to study thanks to her ==;

shit lah.

13 July 2010

The ants in the study room are scary :/

There's no trace of them. AT ALL! Then when there's anything sweet, suddenly, that sweet object is literally MOBBED by the ants x.x

This does NOT happen anywhere else (i.e. downstairs, family area, my room)

For example:

A cup of coke. Left downstairs on the coffee table (to rot) can just stay there without being disturbed (much) by our friendly little insects.

When a cup of coke is left in the study room table though...(i can be right next to it, using the com)...i turn around suddenly, and there are these black things crawling up and into the sticky liquid. ERGH...disgusting...scary x.x

The other night, poor me, staying up late (due to procrastination :P) doing an econs essay, saw a roll of mentos from the goodie bag from the marina barrage outing...needing my sugar, i decided to open it and take one.

I closed the packet (aka folded the paper in) and left it there...

Then after finishing my essay, i went to sleep...vaguely in the middle of the night, i realised that i left the mentos there, and the scary ants might just...attack. But being sleepy and all, i ignored that thought and went back to sleep.

But sure enough, the next morning, going back to the study table, i found a few ants roaming about x.x squishing them with the portable mouse, i thought that was all, and picked the roll of mentos up...

And then wondered why did the table suddenly sprout so many ants...>_<

Then i dropped the roll. YUCK. D:

The ants immediately coagulated back to the mentos roll. GEEZ! it's kinda sealed D:

So obviously i threw the mentos (along with the ants) away (and brought the plastic bag down) and cleaned the table...

And there were no trace of ants left. AT ALL. I'm sure though, the next sugary goodie i (accidentally) bring up will be mobbed by the tiny little things in no less than minutes x.x OUT OF NOWHERE!!!

Ninja ants...

x.x

peh.

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And lol...today in sch i was so sot :P

I started off dead and tired and stuff due to...ok let's start from yesterday xD more...fun :D

Yesterday, after PE, thanks to Neh (well not totally but...:P) we played bball with mr neo ((:

(oh and speaking of bball, i suddenly missed playing soccer/bball in cchms with everyone :()

Was awesome fun ;DD tho mr neo is just...too tall x.x ==;

then after that went to by bubble tea and nua :P haha...

But because of that was super uber tired >_< did my pw stuff, ate (whilst watching tv), then thought i'd take a nap, but ended up falling asleep til late. Took my bath, slept.

So because of sleeping early, i woke up earlier to finish up my hist this morning :P

And went to sch feeling sore (due to muscle aches from bball and PE) and tired...sluggish :X

But for some reason, as the day progressed, i became more and more sot. Like seriously x.x|| idk why also :P

i'd just go strangle-glomp dilly and stay there until she gets annoyed 8D and poke neh's arm saying "neh, neh, neh, neh, neh..." :P poking dora worked too 8D (ahah)

yes...really sot :P

BUT! Apparently i wasn't the only one sot!! 8D

(i tried to annoy hui jia too, but failed tremendously)

BECAUSE! HUI JIA WAS ALSO SOT 8DDD

Apparently during math lecture, she was bugging neh as well 8DDD ahaha...

then some more in the toilet, neh accidentally bumped into her, then hui jia was like -shoves towards neh-

"WHY YOU PUSH ME?! :P"

xDD

and neh exaggerated the story as she kept telling it LOL!!! It became "hui jia body slammed me! and i flew!!"

xDD epic win (: (Y)

I'm actually glad i finally got math tuition ;)

First you give me hope, then you throw me off the cliff. - (wow so ooc)

11 July 2010

My socially awkward self conflicts with my hyper self to make my normal self? :|

My socially awkward self:
Appears when i'm in a big group of people i do not really know. It prefers to avoid communication.
Appears when i'm facing the results of the immature things i did when i was younger. Discretion and guilt?
Appears when i feel the need to force a conversation.
Appears when i'm alone with someone i'm not that close with.
Appears when i'm trying to bridge a gap that appeared due to various reasons.

And thus, makes gaps even wider, proves my stubborn-ness, and ensures that i seem dao :P

My hyperactive self:
Appears when there are great common topics.
Appears when there is an awesome load of fun.
Appears when i am on high...? (duh)
Appears when i'm with strangers that i know i'll probably not need to talk or communicate with again (i.e. flag day, cca day)

And thus, allows me to bridge gaps, make new friends, and just seem retarded :P

And so...both my socially awkward self and hyperactive self makes me someone with a split personality.

Wow.

08 July 2010

I refuse to be trodden down like that again. I will not fail again. With renewed determination, i will work to my goal and not make the same mistakes...

05 July 2010

cosfest was fun (: spending time with xue was fun too :D now i can't wait for the bazaar ^^v

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man, i don't wanna go back to sch tmr...this long weekend felt so much like an extended break...i really let loose as much as i did after O's :X without even thinking about sch :X i might have hw and i don't even know XP

ahhhh...

-relaxed-

haha

Darker than Black is awesome ;D Hei is such a badass :3

Season 2 made me lol though :X what with the new chara Suou going all 'mahou shoujo' she's a contractor, and her powers are all like...a magical weapon (rifle :P) coming out of her magical object/enhancer (the meteor fragment charm XD) and then even being surrounded like a pink light. I'm sorry, but wts...it wasn't very fitting :X

ahhh...

next on the list is...

DRRR~

mm...and i gotta send marilyn her stuff :x which means a trip to sing post...i wonder if i can postpone sending til when we go there after bazaar...? or maybe i should make a trip earlier >_< hehe...

tralala~~

oh, and i was talking to nic online just now :X suddenly felt a bit bad for him...i just realised that he really doesn't have any as he said 'real friends' here :X let's see...his cousins...yep. And me...somewhat of an indirect childhood friend? Yea...his pri sch friends are all like...out of touch? :O and yea...oh well~~

hahas

sch tmr D: results, i can live without them...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

02 July 2010

math was

TERRIBLE

hist was

surprisingly easy

^^

haha......

IT'S OVER! I FEEL SO LAZY AND SHIOK NOW :3

TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WILL BE A GOOD DAY~

Going out with xue and the rest...then cosfest!!! woots~~ can't wait 8DD

asshole. you won't even talk to your friends.

01 July 2010

ohmanohmanohman. Trying to chiong math is fail. I can't do it D: