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31 October 2011
This is really a very bad time.
Haiz. The problem with cancer is that by the end, you'll want to person to go. Because then the person won't have to suffer anymore and it won't drag on pitifully anymore. The end is obviously near. And whichever way you look at it, this timing is terrible :/
28 October 2011
25 October 2011
as much as i don't mind doing these things, sometimes i really hate how my mom volunteers me especially in front of relatives.
It's as if it's just for face, then i don't have a choice. Does my brother not exist? Is he that much of a useless bum?
HUMID! D:<
btw, i'm lazy to pick up my phone atm, have been lazy to pick it up since yesterday, therefore any messages received will be too lazy to be replied to :X I NEED TO STUDY. I'm supposed to be running already D: can i not take part in this race? D: Oh and aza i owe you a lot of devo :X will send it when i'm not too lazy to pick up my phone :XX (and i almost missed your tagboard msg amidst the spam xD) is hot. i'm updating for the lack of...idk 9 is airing on HBO now [: it's been 3 years since i went to the cinemas to watch it. i should be studying. should be. should. ok...nvm :(
24 October 2011
The sky today was extraordinarily pretty!
Postcard-worthy blueblue skies Many many puffy picture book clouds Prettypretty :D
21 October 2011
The last time i went on Omegle it was to troll with Sherri...:X
I generally avoid that place (i can't remember who introduced me to the strangeness :X maybe scouz) cos it's full of whackos. But yea. i was really bored...and needed to clear my mind...and really didn't feel like studying :X (penguin games did NOT help) And wanted some random convo about nothing in particular. Interestingly i managed to meet a normal person before giving up and closing the window xD Interesting convos about nothing (: been awhile DON'T JUDGE ME! D: (ohandiwon'trecommendanyonetogotoOmeglereally)
19 October 2011
"He'll probably get straight A's"
"Unless he amputates his arm!" "...straight B's." "Yea ... " haha... --- I wonder if i'm being a hypocrite...:/
18 October 2011
highlight of today: talking to scouz on phone (despite having an msn convo lol)
OK booking her for 6days, time to plan an itinerary for her :D things to do: 1. teoheng! 2. ice skating! 3. finally have that movie marathon (creepy?!) at shann ah yee's house! 4. shopping :3 5. slacking/drawing/playingstrangegames tralala~
17 October 2011
I cannot help but feel that the goodwill of the 'last day' was ruined by a certain someone's tantrums, moodiness and spite that she was radiating.
But you know what? This is a test. A test of patience. A test for me not to return spite with spite. For me not to return hate with hate. Discipleship. It's a choice i make. --- So that's it, i guess? The end of my 'schooling' life as we know it? The end of uniforms The end of disciplinary measures implemented by school. The end of rigid lessons and lectures. That's what i'm thinking more than the end of 'jc' haha :x After all, i know that as Aza so clearly put it, the "end of jc" is simply the "start of" a lot more things (: In fact, after A's, it'll be the start of a lot of fun...right? :P --- On a side note, i wore my tie for the whole day today (even in tuition :P) to mark the fact that this is probably the last time i'll ever have to wear my tie xP UHM YEA. Hey, random idea: maybe when we collect results next year, we ought to go in full tj uni ^^v or maybe sec sch uni :P heh --- On an even more side note... it feels so surreal, as if it's not happened, and like any day i come home from school, i'd see her father waving and smiling... "treading on fragile eggs" ... so true. --- On a more connected note, zie tied made my hair really cool today ;D And class lunch was somewhat fun...in a comfortable way...sort of? idk lol. i suck at orbital :( --- Oh! And farewell concert (lol almost forgot :X) It's sad to say that mrs loke's singing is like...the third best of the whole performance :X of course those twoguyswhomidon'tknowwhotheyare and the guitar ensemble are awesome. But like...the other songs sung...eep. just derp. Mrs Loke is a very...interesting principal :X Despite her diadetic speeches and strange dress sense, she's probably the most caring (albeit a little nonsensical) principal i know. Which other principal would address each post it individually? o.o And go up on stage to sing a song for the graduating cohort even if you don't have confidence in your voice? o.O Andandand...go down the flying fox despite having vertigo or something?! o.o yea...haha. she beats lo chee lin by a million times...
16 October 2011
Blessed be Your name. It is only now that it strikes me how fortunate we have been to have been given the time to show our love and say our goodbyes.
--- I am so clumsy with words, i don't know what to say or what to do to express my condolences to her. but i really hope it carries through. It's so sudden, so shocking. Just this morning he was seen cheerful and active. why, God? Please, please, please, give me words of wisdom to say. Please, please, please, send Your peace and comfort to them.
math tutor: "you really don't like complex no :)"
yea D:
15 October 2011
Today we traversed an unknown realm. We left Singapore without the need to use our passports.
:P JK! haha i'd better not say anymore before i get bashed up by WP-fans. Disclaimer: THIS IS IN THE NATURE OF FUN, NO OFFENSE IS MEANT TO ANY PARTY (literally)! SO! Today i woke up at the unearthly hour of 6.15am :( about 30 mins earlier than i do for usual school time! DX (yes, i've been spoilt by the close proximity of TJ to my house, and the joys of being fetched :X) Why, oh why, am i waking up sooo early on a Saturday morning when i'm usually prodded awake by my dad telling me not to waste my sat morning? Why, indeed. (this is just presumption) It might be because someone has stopped going to school, so someone requested history consult with seng on a weekend, and thus seng opened up his house. Either ways, we all get to benefit from this, so i'm not complaining :D It was pretty interesting, like an excursion. And pretty hardcore, doing outlines and stuff. I like this hist study group xD it's both fun and productive at the same time! best quotes: jeff (to van): "you know arh, the way you speak is very aggressive!" For those who don't know him, this is hilarious, because jeff can be said to be awarded the person with the most aggressive/confrontational body language/behaviour ever. Evidence: Seng: "do you see why this is like that?" jeff: "no." and this is considered mild :X seng (about some mr samuel chong): "He's just a fat HCI snob who wears tight clothes!" (or something to this effect) "sometimes i just want to strangle his fat little neck!" van: -fiddles with stuffed lion seng passed to her to play with- (stuffed lion has velcro down its tummy) seng: ARE YOU TRYING TO WAX MY LION?!?!?! seng: "IT IS NOT CATALYTIC!!!" jeff: "Why not? -begins to argue-" (evidence for quote 1) -some time later- ym: (on the same qn that has been passed around) "it is not catalytic!" jeff: -glares- van: -writes on post it- i need to pee me: ask? van: paiseh! ask for me! mmmyesh fun times :P AH OMG I DIGRESSED! LOL i was gonna end the post then i scrolled up to check and i realised i didn't write about what i wanted to write about :X So, as we all know, Hougang is a non-PAP area. And as educated people, we should realise that non-PAP areas don't really get upgraded. Neh, being Neh, started commenting about how old the HDBs looked and must be because of WP area. Once seeing the lifts, we groaned in agreement. It was really...small and cramped :X and the door looked like it was ancient and rusting :XXX quite funny, cause with 4 people it was already a bit of a tight fit (esp cause ym and jeff are big sized). Apparently the lift is supposed to fit 8 ppl :P Yea, and throughout the journey back to the interchange, (also on the way to seng's house) neh made a lot of non-PAP area cracks. Which made me fear for her life, should any of the happy residents decide to 'eradicate' her. SO YEA. CIRCLE LINE FTW! :D
14 October 2011
JY! >:O :)
Last official day of school.
Actually it doesn't really matter much, after all, the real last last time where reality, if any, will hit us would be results day next year :O ![]() This is who we were (minus zie?) (LOL i just remembered why zie is here, cos we supposedly 'inducted' her into our clique that time) In a very sad and real way, i can imagine, just like for ANTM, faces disappearing one by one. We looked so happy then, i wonder if we're as happy now (minus A's) I also remember how years back, after graduating from sec 2, zh made a list of "who to remember and forget" and i was prompted to do the same. It seems to be such a childish thing to do now, looking back. After all, those you put on 'forget' cos you hate, you will probably remember the most, strangely enough xD I'm envious of classes that are bonded together. But at least there are still fond memories of 'mixing together' that i'll have. Racial Harmony Day, interclass PE, and bitching about strange teachers xD I wonder if we'll ever gather together as 31/10 ever again. We were kinda split right from the start - look at Pizza Hut table sitting :P
12 October 2011
OKAY GAME PLAN:
1. beg/borrow/steal/find cchms uniform 2. crash sec 1 orientation and pretend we're sec 1s 3. have fun 4. run off to play in cchms street soccer court 5. try and be late for frc :P yea this is gonna be FUN
11 October 2011
WARNING! THE FOLLOWING POST IS IMAGE HEAVY! In a reminiscing mood, i was browsing through my folders of pictures and i realised i have a treasure trove of epic photos :P most of which i will never show to anyone except those in the photos themselves because they are probably highly embarrassing. (we all know how sec sch pics are often revoltingly embarrassing :X) But yea, i realised how we've all changed (not just physically). A lot of ppl looked much happier and open in their sec 1 photos i've realised... Shall share some of the funnier (but less embarrassing) pics here :D chronologicaly, i think XD actually forget chronological. they're all kinda mixed up, so it'll be chapalang :P The pic that convinced me to do this :P it was just too epic not to xD scouz and my bro BALD :X Yakult Factory + Elderly CIP in sec 3! Super cute ahma :3 Unforgettable fun days of the YESNEC :D (wanted to put a pic of xue, but had i feeling i might die, so...) Ahgong on skates = ballerina?! IT outing in '08 :D PUMP. For us 'special' kids :P NDP '08 (sorry mr han :P) zhong zheng bianx3 prep in sec 2, one of my most memorable times spent with IT (guess who's under the building :P actually i can't really remember either xD) PurplePalace ♥ HIBISCUS PATROL!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (;A;) Lit Grp in sec 2! (minus one missing memberwho'snotreallyamember) hehe :D I presume this is sec 1, cos jer is there. I just had to post this, cos the guys are all so TINY! xDD-tempted to, but avoids putting single shots of a lot of ppl that i've uncovered :D- Resultant ice kachang concoction from leftovers :P Because when you have one of sec 1, you must have one of sec 4, to show the huge changes :)And based on a conversation with xue earlier, it's really amusing how we went from thinking that there was only 1 decent guy in FG (not counting the ones we hung out with) to concluding that in all honesty, there's only one horrendous one xD -is tempted to post pic of bro with short hair for those who have never seen, but i might die- Sec 2 project work - comic anthology. drawn by xue and kel ^^ Dobby! ♥ cos he's soo sooo adorable! (and i don't have much pics of Scrap and Voldie :() PPGO 2! And because we're awesome, here's another horrible looking concoction :P PPGO....3?! I think it's 3, but we went to the same place as 2 (did we?), so i'm confused... Had to hunt this down, but it's too epic to forget!!!Nanhong's "child" :P RIP hahaha IT kids - when we're sec 4 :P definitely compare this with the sec 1 pic ;) ((((: ohhey...i wanted to use the more formal pic xD but looks like this chose itself instead :DYeah, will end there :D graduation haha What we were once, what we are now ^^v PS: Aza, why do you always seem to be at my blog when i update? XD
I am such a wimp.
I can't even broach the topic even though i want to. I wonder if it's even a topic i should broach. Maybe the reason i don't dare to is cause i'm afraid that it'll become even more real than it already is. Then again, it's more like because i want to retain these moments where i can pretend to be blissfully oblivious of the fear and pain. And it is also because of these pretend-moments which i can draw strength on to smile and carry on despite wanting to just curl up in a corner all depressed. But please know, please, please, know, that the reason i'm not sharing is not because i don't trust. It's because i don't know how to, because i'm a wimp like that. I may be making a big deal about this, but just the other day when i so-obviously avoided a question posed by someone, i realised that this dreaded thing might happen and no one would know if i never say. And it scares me, because it feels like it means that i've closed myself up when i shouldn't. God, give me strength, give me courage. --- On a happier note, today was a good day. Good break from waking up at 6.45 am, good break from heading to school for nothing much :x Good time spent with xue, good time spent studying, good time spent reminiscing. And now, more than ever, i miss my secondary school days. So, so much. Being carefree. The days where the idea of 'friendship' didn't seem so complicated. The days where nothing really bad happened. The days when cheerful laughter and mindless entertainment was just a desk away (or behind). The days we'll never get back no matter how hard we try. But more than ever, i thank God for the friends around me now. After all, it's friends that make school worth going to. --- Yes, after A's, we'll go crash cchms - both guides and the school itself >:D
07 October 2011
![]() Keep smiling (:
04 October 2011
Got all my results back.
Whilst they aren't anything fabulous, they are still something i have to thank God for. The improvements i've made have allowed me to gain back some confidence in myself, and now i suppose it's left to me to study. But honestly, that mark for my gp P1, which i still can't believe i got, and the hist P2 results are all a testament of God's grace. I myself know how much or how little effort i've put in for each paper, and i know i couldn't have gotten a lot of the marks by my own effort. This year, i've really learnt what it means to just trust Him and not try and do everything by myself. That of course, is not to say that i don't have to work haha Time to work on lit and stop my papers from looking like a bloodbath :] Soli Deo Gloria.
02 October 2011
That four letter word with the "f" is so over-rated :O
Everyone should just use the one with the "l" more :P haha next sat, me and cheryl are gonna lead cell on the lesson about "the four letter word" :P guess which ;D I like working with cheryl :D haha it might be awkward, it might be strange, but we'll bumble through it somehow ;) we did so for the setapak children's ministry session, we did so for the xmas gathering (even though we both can't exactly sing) and we'll do so now :D --- Just finished watching "Shangri-La" Only now do i realise that that word alludes to a mythical utopia :OO hah It was an interesting watch (i got lured by animax) - a sci-fi. With interesting mentions of the cold war and UN :P --- The canary that forgot his song, Shall we cast him off the mountain? No, no, you must not. The canary that forgot his song, Shall we bury him in the bush outside? No, no, you must not. The canary that forgot his song, Shall we beat it with a willow whip? No, no, that would be too pitiful. The canary that forgot his song, Put it in a ship of ivory with silver oars, Floating in the moonlit sea. Then, the canary that forgot his song Will remember the song he forgot. --- Pretty song...and in my search for the translated lyrics, i realised that it was written by a christian poet who was inspired by his faith. Which reminded me a little of Bach's SDG :) |