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Hello (:

29 January 2011

i need better happy drugs :( not just to be happy in the early parts of the day, but at the end of the day before i sleep.

s'not helping. i don't wanna see or hear or look at certain ppl talking/typing/whatever :(

eurgh

24 January 2011

More happy stuff before anything comes to dampen my mood xD

Math remedial is very sian, but 31/10's retardation made it better. ok there's only 3 of us, but our attitudes are so different from the other classes ;P

Firstly, teacher said that she would let us off after 1 period.

The period ended, she continued talking, summarising integration to us like we were idiots :X pls...what she was summarising can easily be found in the math book!!!

so basically, sharanya started packing really obviously, followed by naomi and me XD it was so epic we were roflmao-ing and she didn't even take note :XX

Then sharanya scraped back her chair really loudly and went "woops" really loudly haha and the teacher also didn't do anything xD

epic win...we kept laughing and like the other class ppl were still like uber studious x.x

we were the first to leave the class! :3

And was talking to ms chen bout the 30/10 - 31/10 shingz ;x (cos they totally misunderstood us and stuff for go green)

and anyway she said the lit teachers were all angry at the 30/10 teacher and stuff

and i was like "eh? how come?" (especially since the lit teachers are always scolding us)

"cos only we can be mean to you guys?"

omg epic win sentence of the day xDD

ANDDDD we're gonna visit mr han (songguang our pw teacher) for CNY~ WOOOH~ play with his baby daughter rae~~~ woooh~ :D hahaha

23 January 2011

Alright, time for some happy stuff ^.^

hahas thanks for the concern guys (: really appreciate it. loads. :D

So i shall show that my life isn't all storms and gloom and put the sunshine and rainbow bits in ^.^

Picspam time (: (sorry, my fb just got picspam, so i thought i'd share the joy :D)


^.^V! me and azalea camwhored most of the night away :P


A group shot i really liked :D too bad jo wasn't in it...


hotpot buffet :P


Act cute much? :OOOO this one is retarded enough to eat one scoop of ice cream in one mouth xD


The two pigs who ordered two scoops of every flavour (there were 3) to eat at the end of the buffet. they can really eat xD they like ate til the shop's closing time whilst the rest of us were like collapsing from being full :P


Yummeh choc fondue :L :X haha this is one of me and azalea's attempt for a random gif pic :D hehe if only we knew how to make a gif...


Pokefest! it was also for a gif pic shot xDD


Was taking gif shots of the pigs eating and then azalea was making ghostly appearances at the back xDD (Y)


I am proud of having taken this shot!!!! :D hehe jump shotz~


Another random camwhoring session xD i think we were all like doing a lot of random camwhoring and walking whilst the pigs were eating :X


I liek :X and it's nice that everyone unwittingly wore blue together and i was the only one who wore red :S stood out T.T kept getting suaned over it :S


^___^v hehehehe i r tall! for once xD


The best jump shot we managed to take xD i love how josh and tort are always jumping the highest and the funniest poses :D

wellwell (:

Somehow the fave part of the whole thing was doing random gifs with azalea :3 funnnn

yes, i will post more happy things here (:

if my blog is to be a sort-of-time-capsule, i must take note of happy events too, so as to remind myself that life comes with ups and downs (:

But yea, really thanks for the surprising visits and the concern ((:

21 January 2011

Stop calling me at strange hours, damnit.

There's msn.

Don't you know when you're being a bother?

I'm sorry, but seriously, have more sense!

19 January 2011

i think i subconsciously divided my life into two.

My old life (not saying i don't live some parts of it now, but for want of better description) and my current school life.

My current school life is basically a never ending roller coaster ride. I don't like roller coasters. Not saying that there aren't high points, but yea...

My old life...most or anything from there returning or showing up makes me happy pretty easily (:

yea. just felt like saying.

15 January 2011

Trying to mend what seems wrong. Hope it works. Hope, no PRAY that everything works out well, and then TRUST in God that all will be fine.


This is screwed up, screwed up, screwed up.

Maybe we shouldn't have investigated so much. Maybe we shouldn't have tried to dug up so much.

But it was for the sake of our friends, no?

Yet, unknowingly, someone got dragged into the picture when we thought he was already in the picture. Someone is now hurting because of all this investigations.

Is it worth it?

Now i worry that we may be misunderstanding things because we have yet to hear the side of the other person. What then?

Worrisome year. Why can't i just ignore everything around me and just smile, be retarded and happy?

I guess it's because that would make me insensitive. I guess.

11 January 2011

ello (:

I predict that this year's posts will be less angst-filled, but more confused and cryptic :S

I guess i can't escape for long...but if only i knew what it meant...nvm that for now anyway.

Why is it so complicated? I'm not even involved, but i think my inquisitive nature is kicking in...

guys are just trouble i guess...can't help to feel that they are kinda fools for falling into the trap. Undoubtedly the trap has a rather alluring snare...Honestly, guys are mostly insensitive whilst girls crave for attention...i guess? i mean look at joey and jj...

so what? here's the deal. n is a flirt? player? idk really. from the evidence at hand it seems so. but then we dunno his side, right? either way i'm very worried for dora now...

As for jl...me and van suspect dilly likes him now? idk. she's really confused over him, but we think she's thinking too much. I mean...they've been messaging regularly for 6months? But then jl is a really touchyfeely person...so i mean if me and neh want to think a lot it'll also work that way...in a way?

ahh...i'm taking forever to finish this blogpost :/

anyway, if that manwhore slut messes with my friends anymore, he's going down. It sucks to see them in so much pain because of one shithead. It seems to get worse every day as we unravel this sort-of-mystery more.

Soon, confrontation, i suppose.

Strangely enough, we're kinda more bonded by this? IDK.

Why are they so complicated anyway? I like simplicity. Maybe that's why i'm still considered naive. Or maybe i'm deluding myself. That the world can be simple. That's kinda impossible :/

I pray for the sunshine after the rain to hasten its pace. I pray for the sunshine to stay permanently.


Happy New Year (belated) XD

Brief new year reso: Daily devotions.

School term started well...with a storm brewing. Stones unturned, finding out someone wasn't who he really was. Working to conclusions with a skewed view, so never knowing how accurate this conclusion is, but not being able to ask for the full view.

Open house emcee-ing...kinda interesting but sian at the same time :X

Watched Kinako with neh and JL earlier on :3 it was really fun ^^ nice to relax, slack and not care or think bout anything...

i promise i'll post something longer, more insightful and non angst when i next remember :D