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Hello (:

29 April 2011

Back to the drawing board: Spastic, retarded butterfly pose, kthxbai D:

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Drama is getting tiring, what with the choreographed parts :X but those are FUN :D

today it felt like there was progress, we're more coordinated now and stuff. yay!

next week will start the crazy mad rush of rehearsals after rehearsals after rehearsals.

wheee~ :s

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LONG WEEKEND FTW...?

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"If you don't treat Azalea as a sister, you'll be treated like her lesbian partner" XD

"I can't decide if Azalea is an older or younger sister...SHE'S JUST BIPOLAR"

me and dilly's conclusion xD


"You know i can't say no to your class..." - Mr Han's sms reply to Azalea asking him if she could interview him for some GDRC thing.

The fact that mush does not really come from the stoic Mr Han aside, it makes me feel happy to finally know that we have a teacher who loves (?) our class without judging us and hating us like most of the other teachers out there :/

Even though he teaches geog, and thus is only my (it's was now :/) PW teacher, he's still dearly beloved by the class. The fact that he sees us the same was is heartwarming? Just gives the feeling that he's "31/10's teacher" and we'll forever be a special class to him. (:

Haha and it's quite funny cos after that when walking to lit from math lect, i saw him and said hi as usually, and instead of his stone faced reply he actually smiled xD which brought me back to thinking about the text. LOL.

(and on the subject of teachers, seng's biasness is very blatant. How he kept scolding ym when he wasn't around in lect for pon-ing lect, and how he's just like "aiyoh the poor girl is always sick" when nyx is constantly not in sch too :/)

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Oh, and i love how everything seems to be merging together now xD

1. We learnt unemp and inflation and so on (well basically macroecons this year)
2. We're doing global economy for h1 hist now
3. we're studying the economical development of sea countries for h2 hist now
4. we're doing power and conflict for gp now
5. GE!!!!!!!!

yeah! xD

27 April 2011

Today was the first time i really talked about ___ to someone. I'd never expected the person i'd talk about ___ to (if i ever spoke about it at all) to be dilly xD

doesn't do anything to change the feeling of "i don't know" but ohwell :/

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i feel for dilly, how she feels made used of by joey which i can totally understand. i guess we'll just have to show dilly more lubz (:

whilst dilly said she wished we were back to last year where we knew each other on a mere superficial level, i don't wish for time to turn back. i just want all the emo clouds and monsters to go away. i prefer it now somewhat (minus all the emo beams and superficial twits) that we (at least the group of us who have redefined this 'clique') know each other at a deeper level. Understand the other better. Because of this, i now feel that i will want to keep in touch and stay close to these people for the many years down.

If we hadn't developed this understanding (even though it was through all these unpleasant crap), i think i would just see them as 'friends'. 'friends from school' whom will forever remain as 'friends FROM SCHOOL'. :/ (ok, dunno if i'm making sense, but yea...)

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drama was tiring, but fun. still feel inadequate, but nvm, as long as i learn something and have fun, it's all good (:

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watched the SC investiture today. even though i was technically 'forced' to go, it was actually quite interesting.

reminded me of graduation (a little) even though it's supposed to be closer to POP? (but i still don't think our POP was very...:/)

there were a few epic mistakes by the fail hc emcees though xD

"special day" became "spacial day" seriously? don't they have better speakers? :X

and the president of the 35th...unlike jiayun isn't a very good speaker :S jiayun had the qualities of a leader. i say that even though i can't really remember what the 34th really did to make our lives better in any way :X

i mean...the 35th pres's speech was...oddly enunciated and had an odd rhythm which was almost jarring :X (and made the emcees sound better after that LOL)

"bonded together" became "bothered together" :X

heh.

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ごめんねどこにいるの

26 April 2011

lazy. want to nua. should be less sluggish. why am i such a sloth? bleh.

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i wish i could just get school over and done with. get those A's without having to work for it. get into the uni and course i want without having to sit through the A levels. I'm sure everyone wishes that...no harm wishing, eh? :/

Tired tired tired of school school school.

will finally post about the beautiful resort-like chalet i was in to feel happier about life :D

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Beautiful, beautiful sunrise. I love love love it. I'm so glad this chalet happened during the season of beautiful sunrises, cause most of the year, sunrises are just the sky lightening :/

Azalea failed to tell us that her camera had a sunrise mode and only cared to enlighten us after we (that is, me and Joey) returned from our morning walk complaining about her camera forcing us to turn on the flash even when not needed and us having to cover the flash manually xD haha she was super cute and the model image of nuaing (:



mmhm...good good time.

(:

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drama ticket sales are quite poor and i dunno why :(

fri and sat night are the most popular, sat and sun afternoon the least. -shrugs-

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last but not least...



addicted to this awesome song. (:

soulja's rapping is :D and like dilly says, his one and only singing verse makes aoyama thelma's good singing pale in comparison >_<

dilly was sending me songs today :D (after i requested her to send yesterday and failed badly cos bus 12 came)

after like 5~6 songs...

me: omg...i just realised. you're cheena-fying me!

her: you JUST realised? a bit lag arh? :P

me: :( cos i was mainly concentrating on the fact that i was getting koko ni iru yo from you...and that's not chinese

hehe :X then i sent her some songs

her: is that english?

me: no-oo...

her: it's english, isn't it? >.>

me: hehe :D

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(:

25 April 2011

Just screwed up the intra class debate big time... ZZZ it's not fair that the same ppl always are made to do the dumb debate. It's Azalea's 4th debate and my 3rd. And the other half of the class has never debated before. SERIOUSLY. It's the debaters who have to do all the work whilst the rest of the class gets to enjoy a free show. MEH. As if we don't have enough work already :/


ohshoots. i never thought that something meant as a joke would be taken seriously in this context :S ugh.

23 April 2011

Shoots...this is the first thing i must say before writing bout the awesome past 2 days i had thanks to all the lovely people around :D

"We were like best friends in P1!" just made me feel happy. Happy that even though things have changed after so many years, and we have distanced, it's not just me who remembered the good times we had when we were kids (:

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V'OKAY ;D

FIRST OFF.

THANK YOU XUE YOU AWESOME SNAILGURLPERSONummAWESOME :D really, really, thank you :D plus all the UN girls :D Sherri, juice, cp, (gen and kel even if they weren't there) who got that UN-esque surprise for me on fri :D

the cake was creepy but good xD and...w-ell...spending time in toilets camwhoring was...interesting xD hehe...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (:

and the messages heehee

the afternoon's movie outing was fun too (although everyone got really flustered due to lack of tickets D: but everything ended up fine...? :X)

omg i'm sleeeepy D: will put a better post up later (i mean tmr or somethign) :X

19 April 2011

Oh man oh man oh man oh man oh maaaaaaaaaaaan...

That poetry form workshop with Jacob Sam-la Rose was just TOO COOL FOR WORDS.

okay, so maybe it wasn't that useful with regards to PC analysis, but either way, it was interesting and inspiring.

What did we do during the course? First we were made to make a list of important places. Then choose one. Then write about that place, a significant event that happened, and the meaning of that place to you now. After that...janjanjaaaaaaang...we were made to write a poem using the bop form. 6 lines, 8 lines, 6 lines. with a refrain after each stanza.

Wowee...cool but hair tearing. And the outcome of mine was rather bad hahaha :X but will attempt to edit it ^^v felt a bit like nano :X

Of all places, i ended up choosing cchms. Honestly, i don't see why not. It was an important place. Four years of my life was spent there growing and learning. Despite the moans and groans of school policies and whatnot. I enjoyed my time there. Every part of the school (except the stupid new indoor sports hall) is filled with memories.

Time spent with UN girls, time spent with guides, time spent in FG with xue, zm, zh, jer and wz...

Good times; bad times. So many things happened in those four years, and it was definitely critical in molding the me of today.

Maybe if i'm satisfied with the edition, i'll post it here :/ maybe haha (:

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AND OMG. ok, if you're like reading this. Let me explain the "Why are you so schtuuupid" thing :X

BASICALLY. YOU made the same mistake as neh :X

Who thought that. Because Saturday had two shows, she'd be paying $15 to watch two shows whilst the others would be paying $15 to watch one show. WHICH IS WRONG. :X because it's a DOUBLE BILL. Whereby one 'show' -> "Made in China" presents TWO plays for you. YES. Two plays for $15!

So as a joke to Azalea, i just went "WHY ARE PEOPLE SO SCHTUUUPID?!" :X

(it was a joke, don't take offence! :P)

anddddddddddddddddddd accidentally called you. (it should have been around this point?)

And we got addicted saying "schtupid" :X

so...yea. AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANG UP? D:

i was like gonna reply (cos the sun whilst walking to the sports comp made it impossible for me to use my phone effectively) and i saw this small green call button on top. Was wondering whether it's cause i got a missed call or something and figuring it out when i finally went back to the main screen and reaaaaaaalised. omg.

ok.

haha :X

sorry...

hope your exam prep is going fine :D

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Oh, Xue, i forgot to tell you to just ask your mom haha (: and if she don't allow then nvm :XX do you want me to ask the other girls btw? >_< was a bit...reluctant ehehe :X i'll just fill you in on all the funny details when we next meet :D

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Got back my progress report. The teachers made pretty fair comments :/ so yea. I liked mr chon's comments the most, cause i felt they were the most fair :D and like the gauging marks he gave. I mean he gave me a 2 for academic ability even though i did soooo sooo badly for econs. whilst math gave me a 3 when i'm improving :/ ahh well ahaha...

Lit was surprisingly quite nice...? And fair too haha...

Ms Chen said i'm a bit slow in class for gp...must be those farmer moments. Damn. ):<

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Alright then~ signing off! :D

17 April 2011

It's only been a few hours and i already misa my hair length :X maybe it's cos the hairdresser didn't get the layers right that it feels even weirder...tho it's mostly cos i'm not used to my hair being so short :S no more plaits in awhile...haha

16 April 2011

“More To Life” Steven Curtis Chapman
Today I watched in silence as people passed me by,
And I strained to see if there was something hidden in their eyes;
But they all looked at me as if to say
Life just goes on.

The old familiar story told in different ways,
Make the most of your own journey from the cradle to the grave;
Dream your dreams tomorrow because today
Life must go on.

CHORUS
But there’s more to this life than living and dying,
More than just trying to make it through the day;
More to this life, more than these eyes alone can see,
And there’s more than this life alone can be.

Tonight he lies in silence staring into space,
And looks for ways to make tomorrow better than today,
But in the morning light it looks the same;
Life just goes on.

He takes care of his family, he takes care of his work,
And every Sunday morning he takes his place at the church;
And somehow he still feels a need to search,
But life just goes on.

(chorus)

So where do we start to find every part
Of what makes this life complete;
If we turn our eyes to Jesus we’ll find
Life’s true beginning is there at the cross where He died.
He died to bring us . . .


“This is how we know” (Matt Redman)

This is how we know
This is how we know what love is
Just one look at Your cross
And this is where we see
This is where we see how love works
For You surrendered Your all

And this is how we know
That You have loved us first
This is where we chose
To love You in return

For You so loved the world
That You gave Your only Son
Love amazing, so divine
We will love You in return
For this life that You give
For this death that You have died
Love amazing, so divine
We will love You in reply, Lord

(Repeat from beginning)


Our love will be loud
Our love will be strong
Our love shall be hands and feet
That serve You in this world
So let us stay true
And let it endure
That You will be glorified
And worshiped and adored

For You so loved the world
That You gave Your only Son
Love amazing, so divine
We will love You in return
For this life that You give
For this death that You have died
Love amazing, so divine
We will love You in reply, Lord

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Awesome song :X i'm addicted~


14 April 2011

Before i end up wallowing in angst and self pity, i shall count the things i should be happy for. All the things that have gone right and made me happy.

1) Tues at Du Yi bookstore with Hui Jia and Azalea. Got really high and started talking really fast. Funny experience.
2) Weds double lit was actually not bad because it was like lit gp gp lit. the separation made it feel really different, and time actually passed really quickly.
3) Weds double gp we watched a documentary about food. It was sad, disgusting, but rather interesting. A good way to spend double GP, IMO. (:
4) Weds lunch was very nua. Maggi mee and bubble tea. Eating and slacking at arts hub. I think this made me a little high which led to me being rather high in drama :X
5) Drama was fun partially due to me being high and partially due to the weird practice cloths we have to put on to get accustomed to cheena walking style. tze hern got his boob implants too :D
6) Walked to Du Yi with neh during our lunch. Had awesome yummy fishball me for lunch.

...i'm sleepy...

:/


STUPIDSTUPID SENG. HE IS LIKE THE BANE OF MY LIFE. Got my essay back. Did terribly, and was reading thru To find out why. There was one part he said i made up my own hist and another he marked as contextual error. But i copied the facts out of his damn notes. Double checkd and and true enough it was from his notes. WTS. SERIOUSLY. 

13 April 2011

Dear friends, i will be locking this blog soon. don't worry, i'll probably do email invites :/

need to block it for awhile til this paranoia disappears.

i don't know how much of my stuff my bro's been rooting into. but he's in my fb to say the least. and he's been in my chat logs before. and he's been in my micro word docs before. so yea...i'd better do something bout this.

i hate it.

i hate people who have no sense of limits, no sense of what's overboard, and no sense of what is privacy.

and to be honest, i'm worried. he has become more warped, it is a noticeable fact. but like i'd never thought it was that consequential. but more people are noticing it now, and i'm getting creeped out too. is there any hope of turning him back to someone less warped?

what the freak man what the freak.

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drama was funny.

12 April 2011
stupidity is incurable

freaking retard seng. making fun of me in lect when i didn't do anything. i wish it was back to last year again where he didn't know my name.

and that jasmine. ohmytian i cannot stand her faaaace. because of her, we can't give neh her bday card today. because she had to dawdle in sending the pic and not have the common sense to tell us she sent it except what? fb? thks a load. and because of her ridiculous sudden insistence to do the hist assignment (even tho i doubt anyone brought IP notes or the appropriate stuff), me and azalea have to sacrifice what we alloted as our devotions time? what.the.shit. seriously. urghurghurgh

10 April 2011

Quickquickz post! :D

Operation Pig-A-Boo/amBUSH was a success! (:


Started off with Azalea, Neh and me having breakfast at KFC, then the usual retardation whilst waiting for a bus (:


Attempting to do funky hairstylez in the bus ((: cos it's a super long bus ride of 50 mins.


Getting lost at holland v. :< (a nice lady with cute dogs told us how to get to botanics from there :D


riding on a longlong bus 106 to get to botanics :D


WE REACHED! (aka stalling for time outside gleneagles hospital which is next to botanics because we saw the ambush group heading in the gates when we were 10secs from alighting xD)


more stalling...


more more stalling! Pls note dilly's head sticking out from the other gate 8D it was unintentional when i took the photo :DD ehehe~


SLAUGHTERING THE PIG! 8D


Prettiful trees :3


super cute hj :D


boo-ti-ful scenery (:


pig eating (as usual)


Lunch pizza :D where the pizza guy gave us an 80cents discount so we didn't have to run back in for it 8D


birthday pizza :D (candles are unextinguishable except by smothering or water hohoho~)


nua-picnic area ;D


baibai botanics~


nua-ing and camwhoring on the bus 8D

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and then it was alpha (:

it was the "Holy Spirit Weekend" so it was rather srs business (started earlier and stuff, but we went at norm time cos of the celebration)

The discussion was rather frustrating because it felt pointless and going in circles and then nowhere. Was really rather "gnarghahghaghhghghghhhhh" feeling :X

But anyways, we were approached by Uncle Bernard later on, who said he wanted to talk to us bout the questions we broached the previous week. So, staying back after alpha, we had some kind of discussion with him ((:

AND IT WAS SO ENLIGHTENING! i mean yes, there are questions that will never have answers (gahhhhr) but we got some form of enlightenment regarding certain questions, and it was sososos stimulating. The lightbulb that turned on at Sheila's analogy was just...wow. The feeling of understanding just was...yea...wow. XD

Because we were asking about how God is supposed to be perfect and yet, he's a "jealous God", so isn't that imperfection? And then trying to think of how "righteous justice" works. And Sheila put it this way:

Your parents gave birth to you. If you didn't want to recognise them who brought you up, and instead went somewhere else and called other people "dad" and "mum", wouldn't they be 'jealous'? And wouldn't this 'jealousy' be warranted?

and omgomgomg...we saw the light. xP

ahh...

yesh...going for dinner laterz at WAPOS. never went there before but looks cute (:

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hi you, MUG. ((: [hi self, MUG D:] i'm trying to go on internet hiatus starting next week too :XXXXXXXXXXX TRYING.

oh there's nothing wrong with k-on infestation :XX just a bit random and weird hahaha :P how did it start? o.o

haha thank yous (to both) :DD

Anyway, for PW, seeing that our clique is mostly in azalea's group and my group (and both of our groups got all A's) yea, most of us got the A :X huijia did...only dora...>_< but her group only 1 person attained that A...

ok, that means school was just the best part of your life so far and you missed it xD

:O go get headphones after your exams ((: (reward haha) awhh yes, she's obliged too XD did you know? EF can also stand for Emo Friend? :P

You don't want to know, i don't want to post it here :X

econs...then you should deprive yourself first and then you'll enjoy it more later xD

not really...cos it's 2 teams only? :S but still fun lah ^^

AIR SHOT vs BOOM BUBBLE. tell me! which one cuter? :OOO

sighh...SHE COULD HAVE WON! but never play seriously >:O

hahaha quite true i guess, go watch it after your exams (:

whatever lor >:O WINDOWS FTW

ehh i can't really remember the reason anymore :S -just read wiki- OHHHHH I REMEMBER NAO XD hahaha :X it's like an apology to kororo :O

no leh i didn't :X haha xD but nao we match LOL

wah subway got different standards? o.o i didn't know

haha sure sure (: jy in mugging anyway ((:

what repost? You mean the pw one? :X my phone wouldn't let me bold, largen and colour it :( and i coulnd't remember the html codes for the colour and enlarging DD: so yea...

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singing in the streets, skipping down the paths, laughing all the way (:

08 April 2011

(That is one awesome song! :D although the vid i watched was infested by k-on :X)

Warning: This post is not going to be the most politically correct post, ever (:

First off XD

-points to post below- PW results. WOOT. my whole group got A! :] the hall was filled with screams, and jumps and screaaaams (: a lot of tension beforehand, though...

i was very very surprised at the good remarks for my individual work (because i honestly didn't put that much effort in this section :X like...eom only 3 drafts when others had 7? >_<) and the WR too...cos i was pretty sure it was quite screwed up given the haphazard last minute scrambling and the 500 words more we could have used that we didn't :S

"Smooth and easy to read" and "well organised" just made me go "lol" :X

I was ecstatic when i saw the comments for OP though (: because that is the section i slogged the most. more than anyone else i think >_< cos whilst i was pia-ing OP, tok was on WR, and neh was on vid (which was impt but not as long term as the slides)

"The slides were organised & beautifully designed" just made me really really happy.

That's because it was the thing i angst the most over during PW :X like...it was my responsibility, and i kept working at it, and feeling that it was lacking but not knowing what to do. So this recognition that my effort paid off just makes me really glad (:

Looking back on last year and the course of PW, seeing past the blood, tears, sweat and toil, i've actually got to admit that our group was really blessed. Had we not the huge problem of shumin whom we were just getting so aggravated over, there would have been at least one eruption with damage enough to kill off the population of China. Already it was boiling and starting to crack towards the end, but thank God we lasted and passed through without anything really major. That we are still friends now (:

Not to mention the fact that we got Mr Han, a fabulous PW teacher. Though at first he seemed so bo chap and indifferent, he actually cared for our results a lot. And chose to focus a lot on OP (which imo is pretty wise). I compare him to other teachers i hear about, and really, we are super blessed.

Back to the point on group ethics only. The fact that we had a major problem focused our angst on one person, rather than the other 2 groups (whom only had 1 person getting A >_<) where i think there was a lot of issues they had with each other and everyone. I guess the unity against one person helped unite our group and project a good cohesion? Really blessed.

Ohoh and lastly, the fact the groups we presented with weren't very good. Because frankly speaking, the difference was really obvious, and so it showed off better on our group (and sad to say, probably pulled the other group's marks down :S) and thus allowed us to get better OP marks. I mean, imagine if we were with the rest of our class like Radhiah's group and Nyx's group. Although we would have performed well, the other two groups would also have performed awesomely, so like...we'd just be seen as average, or on par? Yea, so our performance really shone through because of the grouping system :X

Thank God for my PW results, really. (:

Grats to you xue for getting that A too!!! :DDDDD awesomez ^^v

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Now on to issues i've been meaning to blog about but hadn't had the time for xD serious blog posts bout opinions on certain issues :S

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1. Math.

I'VE MANAGED TO CHANGE CLASS! (: i'm in Ms Ng's class now. (the middle band one) She was my teacher last year before she went on maternity leave and bird came to take over xP

In all honestly, Mrs Leong probably wasn't as bad a teacher as we accused her of being. True, she treats us like retards, and true, she can be odd and rather unreasonable at times, but in all honesty, our class isn't exactly showing to be the brightest...(that's why i changed out)

Naomi and Sharanya keep saying that they will do better for jcts and follow my steps to change out. In all honesty, i think Shar should be able to do it, but not Naomi. And it's kinda because of the attitude taken towards the subject? Like how just because she's got tuition and she thinks Mrs Leong is bad, she doesn't even listen during lessons. I mean, i admit i do that some times, but i usually listen enough to see if my answer is correct or wrong, and clarify something if i don't understand.

AND, i'm usually the only one in class answering Mrs Leong's question. (that kinda makes me a teachers' pet :/ but well...i didn't wanna be treated like a retard, so tried to show that i knew) And what makes me even more curious is the fact that at least one of the girls in that class is a freaking mugger. She does all her tutorials and listens intently in class. But she still did badly for math. I don't know why, but sad to say, that's one of the reasons i wanted to change as well. The fact is that, Mrs Leong is going extra slow because the class isn't proving to be able to absorb quickly. (not that that can excuse her double presentations which slows down the class even more)

Anyway, today was my first lesson with Ms Ng. I felt like a stranger in a new world (cos idk all the 30/10 and 29/10 ppl who were just like wondering why their class suddenly got a random newbie :X) . Fortunately, Zie was nice and stuff (: (we had a lot of free time before class cos econs lect let us off early and she braided my hair :D it's still nice and tight and neat even now xD) Was asking Zie about how Ms Ng was, and true to what she said, it's still rather boring, the class was like a graveyard, but Ms Ng is approachable and shows concern. (she actually knows my name! :O i wonder if it's cos she remembered from last year haha)

I kind of felt like was being transported back to J1. Not exactly though. It filled me with a pang of nostalgia, when 31/10 was a full math class (not combined with 2 other stranger classes) and we had Jia, Dilly and Azalea together with us. We stoned during Ms Ng's lessons, mocked her as the "pregnant lady" :X but still...it was more comfortable than being put together with some random class whom we're not even close to...

And then i was reminded of the days when Ms Ng left on maternity leave and Bird came. We were still together as a class. And that was when things got rowdy xD math became fun (well also not very productive, but...) and full of laughter.

I miss having math as 31/10. I miss having math with Jia, Dilly and Azalea...

But nevertheless, Ms Ng's class feels like i can be productive. The pace is pretty nice too (: Hopefully this will spur me on to do better in math!

Last point about math is that i'm glad i left Mrs Leong's class on a good note. It was remedial yesterday, and at the end i actually stayed back to clarify some stuff (about why my working on the mind boggling P&C was wrong). She seemed to be in a good mood as well anyway xD and well, it made me realise that P&C has sooo many methods of doing stuff! Ok, i was probably happy as well yesterday, cause i found out i didn't need to attend her class anymore :X that and, she took my suggestion and flashed the answers instead of just spending a whole long time going through what we might already know. (:

Yay! (:

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ok...i wanted to talk about 2 and 3 a few days ago, but like...now it's kinda blown over and stuff, so don't feel like it anymore :P

tralalala~

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Tmr is OPERATION SURPRISE PIG :]

hoping for success! ^^v (til now she's unsuspecting hohoz)

oh, and tmr me and azalea are gonna tie funky, cool hairstylez :P learnt from youtube vidz ohoho~ ;D

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snapped another pic of pretty clouds after sch today...might start a cloud collection :P might. hahaz


A FOR PEEDUBBBBBBBBB!!!

ZOMGZOMGZOMG. THK GOD! (:

We broke the trend! We didn't do as badly as they expected for a down year! YAAAY!! 60+% A, 98something% AB! :DDDDDD

07 April 2011

oh and tmr...hahahaha...pw results D:

T.T -crosses fingers-

i want my A.........so badly...


-predicts self not sleeping tonight-

too much procrastination, too little work done D:

LOL...idk why but it reminds me of some hist qn bout "too little, too late" :X

the weekend is here soon D: -perseveres-

Got my TB gachas from Keller (: sad to say, jiggy chibi aint cute D: and lag, being a 10 year old, remains cute in chibi form...i want a gauche chibi though...:X

Had a very interesting talk with dilly bout manga on tues :3 (where everyone else didn't understand what we were talking about xD) I AM SO GLAD DILLY AGREES WITH ME THAT OURAN IS CUTE THOUGH D: cos hj was like "omg they're ugly" :XX cos she was saying her la corda had the cutest guys and i didn't agree >__<

had lunch at pasta mania with neh today :X we like walked leisurely to BP, and then back within 1 period and a bit :D i seem to be eating at BP pasta mania a lot >_< saw mary :D and realised it's already been more than a year since i worked at pasta mania :S

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school is seeping into your nightmares? :XXX school-zombi? :O

pssh we have more civilised talk, ok? ...or at least I try to be more civilised :X

:( but i want my own EF! D:< porky says she's mine hahaha (:

LOL true point. seng is really erratic. today he also like very happy. like usually last time it's always i say 'hi' de. today he's like wave and smile some more o_O damn weird. then neh said something very naturally and like it's a fact as to why she thinks he's so happy that we all just stun xD

why nothing right? D: it's like books! you can learn stuff from shows! and you can relax! and you can relieve stress! and you can transport yourself to a whole new world! (although not as effectively as books) but YEA! :D

YALOR! D: PE without the sports ppl is only hj, dora, jasmine and me x_x so little ppl, right? :X and then the rest from my class is only radhiah, shar and nicole :S (guys not counted, cos we don't do pe with them anyways)

hahaha obviously the jap op is much nicer :XXX it's quite funny, cos that time i watched digimon, my friend was also rewatching it. but he was watching eng dub whilst i was watching the jap one xD and then patamon's attack in the eng and jap version was different so we were arguing bout which one sounded better xD hehe...

she needs self esteem in matches too D: she treats it like a fact that they'll get owned by NYJC :(

my hols will come...but that's mugging time :( which means stepping up the muggery D: i miss having real hols :X

hahas :D i probably remember more cos i rewatched it like within the last 2 years xD

idk...i presume she does? :XXXX are you like wanting to show off to her? XDD

i thought it's horohoro's dream? :O cos it's the whatever type of spirit kororo is that lives in those fields, right? :X

:OOOO hmph. she changed it anyway xD now you won't get confused le :P

LOL! nononono they don't go there frequently (I THINK) but i heard that they might have been going there more often...not too sure, cos my source isn't exactly confirmed :S haha besides, they'll be on the "sha tan" and not in macs til quite late i believe xD (if going by what happened that day :P)

oh and we're gonna celebrate neh's bday with a meal (the happy fri nuaing club) on sunday night (: was contemplating buffet cos like it's NEH :X and then neh said should invite you, cos you are also a PIG. so do you wanna go? (:

05 April 2011

survived hist consult...seng is freaking schizo. today he's in a good mood. also, he acts as if nothing has happened and it's hard for me to accept that. i think he was subtly asking for me to book another consult with him...jj makes sense though...like. it's only going to affect my results if i'm reluctant to get a consult from him...i should just forgive and forget...right? but there's this lack of resolution that annoys me and gets at me...gah. what am i supposed to do about that, then?

04 April 2011

Dear self,

Please, please, please buck up. time to get down and start studying. your horrible econs results should be enough warning.

thank you.

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haiz...today was actually a pretty ok monday...like normal as far as everything's concerned, and peaceful, so it's good (:

but it ended off...was waiting for azalea's mom to come before i would go off with her at gnc...

then seng was there...so i just ignored him.

until he came to kajiao us...-_- disturb as playing taptap and comment on the drawings on my hand...so...i left...:X

idk how i should behave tmr during the stupid consultation i'm supposed to have with him. the worst thing is that it's one on one...i'm gonna be emotionally detached. yes. polite, of course, but detached.

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haha you blur block :XX

there's nothing wrong with watching shows...right? D: i do too....

ehh i don't think they had training last fri...cos of excel fest? idk...no teachers around :X

xD yea you even have pretty cure, right? if i remember correctly :P i don't like dubs either x_x the only bearable one is like fma...but i don't even watch it dubbed :X most of them become really stupid after dub D: but it was like an english opening song haha...sounded pokemon-ish and quite nice xD

her self esteem for things like gp is really low >_< doesn't help that ms chen isn't the nicest towards her, and thus neh kinda hates ms chen and hates gp lessons....haiz...

ok...i don't mind math, but i don't like math lessons :X

go read the manga! it's pretty good, though very long xD i read the whole thing in sec 4 i think...haha :X but it's nicee :D cos got one part got back history of anna or something, that was really cool (: there's quite a bit the anime didn't follow (: and there's also a more resolved end (though a bit strange imo)

scrapped princess was bout this girl who was condemned as the person who would destroy the world when she turned fifteen (or 16?) so she and her adopted siblings are like running away...and in the end it's like something about the world being a utopia and the fact that she has the power to destroy the 'constructed world' they live in, thus ending the utopia, but ending the controlled realm as well (i think, if i rmb correctly...)

haha but isn't it confusing to switch between both? cos the keyboard shortcuts and stuff are different? :X

oh fine. you're bigger hmph. but if you're horohoro you grow up to be some slacker i think xD and a FARMER hahaha :D planting in the fields to make his dream come true :P

but...i didn't o.O i think it was azalea who did though >_<

03 April 2011

OK THAT'S IT! :D



Happyhappy charm (: get me through the week and more XD

Happy weekend! (:

on a side note...

i haven't actually started screnzy yet...zomg. will i be able to complete it?!

jy self :D

SUN(ny)DAY

today was great (: back to the old. back to the familiar. back to when things were simple, undramatic, and just...awesomely awesome (:

03/04/2011 - Sunday

THE GAIZ :X snail was next to me so...:D zm's doing xue's hw for her :O (mugger...jk :D)

surprisingly, xue was only 10 mins late :D -claps- BUT WAIT! that brings up the point we discussed! DOES THAT MEAN YOU DON'T CARE FOR US UN GIRLS? :( boooohooohooooo

given the limited time we had, the latest show we could watch had to start at 12.30 :X (it was 11.30 then :D) battleship yamato was like at 1+...and so were a couple of other shows...only options left:

Gnomeo and Juliet (11.35)
Hop (11.45)
err some show which i forgot the title, but about campers who get trapped in a cave (?) (12.30)

xD

well...yes xD the poor guys...i don't think any of those shows interested them at all :X they left the cinema with this dazed look as if like "ok...now what did i watch again?" ;x hehe

we ended up watching gnomeo and juliet which i actually liked :D (ok, i have actually been wanting to watch it :XX)

after watching it i realised this is one of the few romances i've watched o.o like usually i watch action or comedy (and as all hollywood films go, romance will be thrown in) so it's one of the rare times (or first time even?) that i watched a romance :O albeit it being a cartoon XD

was cute! And so many puns! hahaha :D which made it epicly funny! and it was actually sweet! though the over dramatic part at the last bit was just so cheesy it was hilarious :X

"Go! it's too late!"

"No! i won't leave you!!"

-deathmetal truck roars and lunges over-

-gnomeo and juliet kisses-

BABOOOM!!

:X

heehee

lunch was good (: reminiscing and catching up ^^v

NO THERE WAS NO AWKWARD SILENCES, OK? it was COMFORTABLE silence ((((:

ahaha :P

i loved how when xue said "imagine us 20 years later" and zm is like "omg...some of us will probably be married" and then xue went on saying "and we'll bring our kids!!" and we're all like OMG! WE'LL BE OLDDDDD D:<

hahas :X

we've always been the minority in school, in class, we forgot those who did not matter, but remembered those who did (:

we really need to meet up more than every few months...i calculated...

the last time i saw zh and jer was in jan :O

the last time i saw zm was...omg goodnessknowswhen because he couldn't attend xue's bbq in dec D: which probably means the last time was...MINDS CAFE?! ZOMG. that's LONG.

yup.

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"Friends are the people you never get tired of seeing (:" ME :D



SATURDAYYYYYYY

(ooh i've reached 300 posts! this is 301! :D)

02/04/2011 - Saturday~


Tekken buddiez 8D see our coordinated hair? see? see? 8D

tuition was good :D finished the rjc binomial distribution tutorial! which means i guess it's on to poisson now...:X

alpha...alpha was good (: sean and jovian weren't there, but like...me and azalea started devotion together :D and we had questions to ask :D

although some times it felt like some ppl were info spamming us, other times the questions were answered, and it was really mentally stimulating! (:

i hope me and azalea's devotion can continue to be fruitful ((: really enjoying and appreciating alpha course.

then after thatz...we went to play our weekly ritual of tekken :X and like...omg...so much awesome fun....crashing the keys, squealing, making weird fighting noises....and then we lost....:( so we shook hands, and said good game...turned around and...

saw some guy (teenage~20ish) looking at us with this very amused look on his face :XXXX

omg so embarrassing!!!!! hahahahahahah :X

then YPM was also pretty good ((: for some reason during cell dinner we started talking bout the noose, then some singapore talk show that's gonna happen, and then quizzing bout singapore, and then bout history...then bout general knowledge...then back to sg LOL...very random, but super interesting xDD

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yupz saturday :D

btw i actually tried to take a photo of jenie's (my tutor) tortoise :D cos i was the first one there and there was one in a tank on the table...but the glass kinda made the pic not very clear...and the bigger tortoises are on the tub on the flooooooor :X

FRIDAY NIGHT.

01/04/2011 (Friday)


ok...my bro and jo aren't in here...but yea...we're the Happy Friday Nuaing/Gossiping Group :D

Azalea's the newly included member! 8D

sh0...it started mainly when azalea and neh wanted to go drinking on fri...and i said neh pangseh me cos we wouldn't be meeting for our happy friday session then :X so we decided to incorporate both together! :D like...buy alcohol...meet at ecp...find somewhere to nua 8D

so after lots of decisions and stuffz at a very late hour of 6.30 on that day itself we decided to rendezvous at the convenient location of ecp macs at 8.30 :3 but i'm rambling. i should get to the highlights xD

for some reason, in the end we decided to enjoy the aircon of macs :D but oh...no not macs! mcCafe xD cos we're healthy like that :X I GOTZ MY FRAPPE WOOH~ (ok...digression :X)

and so we were just nuaing...gossiping bout the usual topic of the two J's :X and talking bout random stuff :X stealing jo's fries cos he was the only one eating (at that time)

hahaha neh was just like "omg! are those nuggets! *w*" then after that she finally stole the last one and went into bouts of "omg...this is so good....awesome manz! wahh..."

oh and we had dessert :X good stuffz...everything shared of course xD though different ppl buying lolz :X

somewhere along neh realised that her bday was soon and "OH! I'm going to be ten -" -realisation- -everyone bursts out laughing- :PPPP

and neh mentioned (in our gossipings and discussions of the 2 Js) that they went to the beach that very day :OOOOOOO -gasp- and then my bro goes: "WHAT IF THEY SUDDENLY WALK IN HERE?!" we ruled out that possibility seeing that tok doesn't wanna get fat and josh has suddenly had an aversion to macs :O

and so loads of random stuffs happens xD

and we get hungry whilst nuaing, so everyone starts to pool together coins to get a student meal nuggetz :X and like...we came to the point where we were short of 10cents :X and me, the treasurer (at that point, idk why) was demanding to see who had 10cents xD unfortunately, we didn't seem to have any loose change xD wanted to take neh's $5 and give her the $4.40 xD but she was like "NOOOO I DON'T WANT COINS!" cos she didn't bring her wallet :X in the end i wanted to take my bro's wallet :X and use his notes instead...and then turns out...he had $1!!!!! and we now had enough for an upsize!!!!!! ZOMG 8D

soo...me and azalea went to the counter to get the food :X with loads of gigglez...and whilst we were waiting....azalea started hitting me... (to attempt to get the full potential of this epic moment, i'll put it in scripted form xD)

me: eyyy why you hitting me?!

azalea: look behind you! look behind you!

me: -turns around- ZOMG!!! -jaw drops-

-drumrolls-

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lo and behold! it' s joshua and joey!!! so much for impossible that they wouldn't be there :X and mind you, by then it was 10+ :X which meant they had been there since afternoon/evening :O

yea...i couldn't stop laughing...:XXXX

went back to mcCafe and the same epic expression appeared on the others' faces XD ah...but joey was at the toilet, only josh followed.

so he went to my bro and said "i need to talk to you..."

and my bro, being my bro, didn't seem to respond.

which led to josh pulling my bro's arm as he walked off....

and......

well...

my bro, still on the chair...was being pulled...

and so the chair made it's slow descent downwards...with my bro on it...

and before we knew it...the chair and my bro were on the ground xD my bro with a bemused face of "what am i doing on the ground?"

the whole room of mcCafe was staring at us...and my bro narrowly missed hitting some guy's laptop :XXX

it was just like "zomg but rofl" moment :XXX

Because of the sheer embarrassment, we had to relocate >_< (to macs lol!)

where we proceeded to laugh like crazy whilst josh and my bro went somewhere xD

oh and josh left his BK coke with jo...and so....jo had to get a macs plastic bag to hide it xP when josh wanted to claim it back later, we said that we left it at the mcCafe table...what he didn't realise was that it was being held 'under' him by jo all the time xP "Aprils' Fool" to him later on...:X

i think joey thought that we were there on purpose because we knew they were there... :/

ahh wellz.

so...the couple left, and we were left marvelling how much of a coincidence it was, and the hilariousness of the whole situation xD

...it was then (i think? a bit blur bout this) pig seemed to be getting drunk on coke....

there's this whole lmaorofl worthy video that we took and is private on fb xD that has her doing a lot of retarded unglam stuff and mocking the 2 Js :X

might post it here...but lazy...cos like...loading time hehe

later we went for a very short walkwalk at the beach :X where neh was still drunk and kicking sand all over us xD but the wind was shiok :3

and later we went to the carpark to wait for neh's and azalea's moms to fetch them...there was this really really cute kitty cat xD and we were going miaomiao to it :D and well by then all of us were pretty high xDDDD with neh being drunk on coke :P

seriously xD when her mom came and her car drove past behind us...she stuck her head out of the window and shouted "BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~" XD

alrightz XD i think that's roughly what the epic fri was about :D

next is saturday ^^

02 April 2011
Fun Fun Fun

Yesterday, was the best start to a month, end to a week, and well...yea...it was just epic fun (: And today was really awesomez too :D and tmr will be epicly great! yes...this weekend is/will be a good one (:

And i just came to the thought that the fun-ness all started when i opened the smiley headphones and used it! xue dear, those headphones are magical! xD they really do bring happiness! :P

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ohmygooseness....

3 days of funz. loads to write about. and i WANT to, cos i want my blog to ooze with happiness xD as a counter against all the emo and angst :x

right. will do it. one day at a time or something xD

commencing...

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(in the mean time, this was a quote the screnzy ppl gave and it's coolz)

Somebody said that it couldn't be done,
But he with a chuckle replied
That "maybe it couldn't," but he would be one
Who wouldn't say so till he'd tried.
So he buckled right in with the trace of a grin
on his face. If he worried he hid it.
He started to sing as he tackled the thing
That couldn't be done, and he did it.

--excerpt from Edgar A. Guest’s poem “It Couldn’t Be Done”



Hellohello! I CAN EXPLAIN! I'M SORRY D:

but nvm, the long due reply first :XX hehehe :D

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I hope you will be able to find something to look forward to (: it need not be anything big or long term, but at least something that you can feel happy about in life :D

(and yesterday was friday! XP)

were you released that early yesterday? :X cos dilly must have been going home at 12+ ~ 1? poor dilly was alonez, cos the rest of us all got pod lunch, whilst joey was going out with josh :X

haiz...if only you could join our happy-friday-nuaing-club then you'd definitely have something to look forward to and enjoy the end of your week >_<

she sings well!!! and yes, 100x better than rebecca black! and prettier too! ((: haha but i still like jra's lyrics better :X funny :XX

i...kinda did something like that on thurs :X went to dl all the shaman king songs xD (used to have them, but idk why they were lost) and then put them into my phone :D and a lot of other random vids :3 and then also when to see the sk english op xD cos i remember my friend showing it to me before in sec sch xD it's quite epic! like...very inspirational, though pokemon theme song -ish hahaha :X dl-ed other new songs from gendou too ^^v

phone tends to change voice pitch? :X andandand you can go really high what! i still remember how you can hit the higher notes than us in teo heng xD hehe

those lyrics remind me of one time after math remedial where i was feeling really shitty and then my playlist played that and i felt much happier after listening to the lyrics xD inspirational! (:

sad to say...the problem is that i consider the person a friend, but the person is going through a lot of emotional turmoil herself, and insecurities (no matter how annoying it may seem, it's an acknowledged fact :x) and it might just add to her problems if i point it out...haiz. and there comes the issue of trying to help her now even though it's so difficult >_< (sorry, not being clear and making much sense..)

(((: yeshyesh! it's especially good for her! hopefully her self esteem regarding academics will go up too! (((:

haha topping the level for math is kinda impossible for me, but that A for math in A's doesn't seem so unreachable anymore ^^v heehee~ i've talked to ms chen bout changing math class...gonna talk to mrs leong on mon too...(: (cos i kinda topped my math class, so i guess i have enough valid reasons to want to change :X)

it's ok, i'm sure it'll go better next time! (:

LOL what did you do to make her evil? XD but nvm lah, let her destress...she has to deal with the most emonezz cos she's in closest proximity to the emo blackhole >_< :XXXXXXX

i think one of these days i'm really gonna rewatch sk again :D hehe...there's so much awesomeness in that show :D i rewatched digimon last year too xD but only season 01 and half of season 02 xD the continuation if i'm not wrong are quite interesting xD did you read the manga ending? the zang keng bang (or something along those lines xD)? LOL YEA XD i wonder who was the one who actually did the vid :P

hahaha it was sunny either ways xD i love the setting!! :D

um..okok...fine D: wo zhi cuo le. dui bu qi :(

xD so mac is look good no use? :X

haiish...smart then liddat lor :( my jcts were epic fail...(ok, also cos i didn't really study....)

WHAT?! you also not very big >:O hmph xD lol horohoro and the epic long names :P (saw your fb status that time xD)

okok, i shall be gracious and say thank you ^^ but then you are biased haha :X

ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE >_<

dora? i didn't post anything o.o huh??

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will post another post later on bout yesterday night and today ^^v heehee~ (: