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Hello (:
30 November 2011



Retail therapy is fun :X (i'd best not get used to it)

SOooooooo i got my heels~ :3


Ok...i'm obviously not that good at taking photos :X maybe i'll post a better one next time...if i'm not too lazy :X

My mom is seemingly more willing to spend and take interest in this prom than my sec 4 one...that's kinda strange :X seeing as my interest has dwindled vastly from sec 4 and now...but ohwell :D pretty shoes pretty things~ and shopping is always fun ^^v

Having connected my camera to the computer, we now have access to photos :D thus photo not-so spam time~~

The day i got my camera back, the sky was pretty :D (i might have blogged about this, but my memory fails to tell me if i have posted a pic or not :X so who cares~)

And some saturdays back we worked hard on Denise's bday shirt (Des's present to her) :D it was fun :3

Can you see? (If you can't click it, though idk if you can click it) under my calendar, on 22nd Nov, it says "FREEDUMB" :DDD

Found a heart-shaped chip in my bowl of chips ^^

And this is sooo cute :D which brings me to my promise (did i make one?) to post pretty pics here :D will do so at the end~

Aza is sad

Dilly is acting cute

Neh is drunk crazy

Yep, the bbq was a fun night like any other :D

Oh i do so love my colourful nails :D so purty and maybe a little ahlian :X

ALRIGHT.


How is this not pretty?!?! Pokemon (game) has the most awesome art ever on pixiv *w*

Was gonna further my case by putting Ash and Red side by side, but i can't be bothered :X and seriously? The picture speaks for itself 8D

tralalala~ To those about to embark on their holidays :D JY! LESS THAN 12HRS~

OH ONE MORE 8D




What has happened to my ability to stay up til 3~4am D:

buu

And then i'm awake at a time that probably no one in holiday mood who's slept til 3~4am would be :(

AND i'm getting all my days confused.

28 November 2011

I don't want to go to prom and be judged.

I'm a terrible person, but the prom i'm envisioning that i can actually look forward to is...

well, i'm pretty sure it's obvious.

guh.

i hate hate hate hate hate this superficialness.

(got my prom dress! rachie <3)

that aside, i will simply look forward to the 2nd. the 2nd is gonna be awesome i think [:


even today we live in such a chauvinistic society :(

Where the girls are immediately the ones expected to serve

Where the boys get inheritances while girls get nothing


sistarz ^^

27 November 2011

fun chillax time today, although some people were just plain rude :/

But then, on a second thought, if they had tried to be polite, it wouldn't have been as chillax...

so...on a second thought...:X

I WILL NOT SAY ANY FURTHER.

Intersting masterlife discussion [:

Pretty relaxing bbq ^^v

25 November 2011

woohoo...got a pair of sandals and a skirt :D

and i'm soo, sooooo smitten with this pair of heels in C&K *w*

omg...they are so pretty!

wow...never imagined i could walk in non-wedge heels :P hehe

hopefully my mom can find them (and my size) at the warehouse ^^


Oh today was such a good day!

First: Going to school and knowing that you technically have absolutely nothing to do at school! :D No need to see teachers, no need to study, no need to take exams. No academic connections whatsoever!

Second: Hoarding ourselves on an 'island' while waiting for Dilly's paper to end :D

Third: Fun nua-ing :D

Fourth: Wandering around i12 with a general nua feeling and finding some pretty cool shops :3

Fifth: Watching Aza get her hair cut :P

Sixth: TEKKEN!!!!!!!! That was an awesome comeback ^w^

Seventh: Walking around PP and remembering once more why i love the place so much :D (pretty awesome window shopping :3) AWESOME SHOE SALE

Eight: Going to the library for the first time in the longest time ever without having the need to study AT ALL!!! (OMGOMGOMG) And being able to just sit and read books like a nuacat :D omg...felt sooo good...borrowed lotsa books ^^v

Ninth: Well, there was something, but i can't really remember.

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To those who have yet to finish their exams: JY! FIGHT ON! IT'S WORTH IT!

To those who have finished their exams: 8 MONTHS BABY! LET'S ENJOYYYY~

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Alright, gonna get me some shoez nao :3

23 November 2011

Hmhm..

Should never have opted for buying lunch today instead of getting my maid to cook no matter how much i was craving for hongkong noodles :(

i went to bed last night really tired but happy, almost taking my phone to set an alarm and put it under my pillow as usual before remembering i didn't have to and leaving it on my table ^^

And i slept allllllll the way til 11+ today...would probably have slept even more had i not been woken by my maid who was hungry and asking me if it'd be better for her to cook :X

So off i went to buy food (on the way discovering my bike was spoilt D:) and then realising that they don't sell hongkong noodles and fried rice in the afternoon DX only at night DX

oh wellllll

had a good long lunch nua-ing in front of the tv.

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i keep pressing some weird button that makes my no$gba shut down...>:( angst -gives up on pokemon for now- can't get heart gold to work. angst -gives up on pokemon for now- will probably wander along to patch my maple later on...prolly...

woohoo...

@aza: if you see this before i msg you (cos i'm lazy, and i think my msgs have exceeded already (again)) is it your house or my house tmr? i really can't rmb...

22 November 2011

Just realised that there's so many things i wanna do with my nails...

Newspaper Print
Bumblebee Sky
Water marbling
and more pretty...

shall be happy with my new block colours first :D


uhm. i missed something impt in my list.

THIS will be the first thing i'm gonna do when i get home (so sadly it's not the immediate first thing, but still)

ROLL AROUND ON DA FLOOR.

LESS THAN 12HRS!

21 November 2011

(who am i kidding, popping back for a bit again...)
Things i wanna buy in tmr (Daiso/Spotlight/Doesitmatter?):
1. An album/scrapbook
2. Nail polish (maybe? i never realised but over time i've actually accumulated quite a number..)
3. T-shirt paints :D

that's all folks~


(just a little squeal :X)

everything under my table, on my table, on the floor downstairs, all my notes...

i don't need them anymore...

at this point, TECHNICALLY, all i need are my 3 books.

zomg...-squees-


1 Day more!

excitement drained after the terrible econs paper :(

summing it up: "wtheck"

whyyyywhyyyy cambridge whyyyy D:

on another note, strange how last night and this morning i got msgs from ppl who don't usually msg me wishing me luck for papers/A's :O strange.

20 November 2011

Look, i'm already not working atm :X

so why not we make this list NAO :X

maybe it'll take some of this excitement off...

and then i can properly work D:

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While the following are going to be numbered, a lot of them can be done concurrently :O Bold are LT projects. In order of importance (not really, but maybe)...

the super-awesome-super-duper-awesome-superfragicalican'trememberwhatthewordwasdocious-list-that-will-knock-your-socks-off-(ihopethisdoesn'tgooffthescreen) :

1. Epic Project 1
2. PBG
3. Ah Ee's bday present (belated :X)
4. FRIENDS (the show)
5. BBT
6. POKEMON (the game and ... manga) [JUDGE ME NOT >:O]
7. DRAG AZA TO THE DARK SIDE (oh no...the caps-ing won't stop)
8. OUTINGS OUTINGS AND MORE OUTINGS
9. SHOPPING
10. XMAS SHOPPING
11. YPM CAMP
12. msia trip...? err :X
13. NUA-INGGGGGG
14. NUA TRIP?
15. OUTINGS
16. watch the oldschool chinese dramas :D like huanzhugege and yangmennujiang 8D
17. A LOT A LOT MORE
18. Youth Alpha? :D
19. MOARRRRRRRRR
20. oh and get a job :X

***(so impt it's not numbered)DEVOS AND MASTERLIFE AND MOAR***

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like so, i know i'm incoherent. i will try to post a saner list...if that's possible. but nevertheless this is just...gahhh

STUDY SELF STUDY

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TUDYSTUDYSTUDY

yea that's so totally gonna go off screen :X and mess up the blog format :XXXX


2 DAYSSSSSS :D (actually 1 1/2 :D)



I miss tita!!! :(

truth is, when my aunt spoke bout getting tita back 2 yrs from now instead of letting nan continue, i was happy... but realistically speaking, it'd be unnecessary :X

NVM ifififif she's planning to go back to philippines next year...maybe just maybe...:X

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curses...curses to zm who brought my interest back on the briggs-meyer personality type thing D: been reading and reading and reading bout these (another stone on my pile of distractions)

"like authentic relationships" huh. that's why the superficiality bothers me so much eh ><

19 November 2011

3 DAYS TO THE END!

after that, imma post a list :3

16 November 2011

GUH.

Pixiv art is so pretty *q*

back to SEAH :X

14 November 2011

ohshitcakes.

serf is actually not a horse.

serf is a peasant.

why didn't i know that?

That actually makes great comparisons between poem A and B.

I officially fail.

That being that, fortunately the only allusion to a horse in my essay was the comparison of a serf to a "warhorse".

MOVING ON.

13 November 2011

Uh. Was fast...i think i got a job for Philips for the SITEX show...

but do i really want it now...? :X

it IS the weekend directly after my A's...wouldn't i rather be celebrating?

Shoot.

Got to caught up with the flow and the need to prove myself again...


Jr Masterchef is so cute :3

"What do you want to say to Anthony, Pierre?"

"I hope you choose the right ppl who will help you."

"What do you want to say to Pierre, Anthony?"

"BRING IT ON!"

"I thought we were friends...!"

12 November 2011

Ok...need to vent a little...i didn't actually realise it was affecting me that much til i started talking to keller bout the math stuff :/

People like JJ and N should at least have the decency to be MODEST. People from the best science classes who have consistently been awesome at math have at least the sense to show humility and modesty, but these people seriously DON'T.

JJ:

"i'll try not to yawn" SERIOUSLY? before my paper you tell me that? thanks. really, thanks.

"Oh, i plan to finish this paper in 1h 30min" whatever man.

"This paper was a joke! It was freaking easy!" Thanks, jj, thanks. I so appreciate you rubbing the fact that my paper was frustrating in my face. You know that the majority of our class isn't that great at math.

"Look! I even had time to fold this!" WE DON'T NEED TO KNOW THAT. STOP SHOWING OFF.

All that coupled with N's: "I had 1 hr 5min left to spare. it was freaking easy"

just made me so pissed i had to leave the room. i can't believe i'm still brooding over it.

Ok, so to me, the worst paper this week was actually math p2. not due to difficulty level, but due to the mixed responses to it.

At least with everyone saying the paper was difficult, i still felt like i had some hope. With this...idk ... i really don't know.

On top of that, many seem to be glad that there was no P&C >< i like P&C ><><><

URGH.

And i mean, math genii (is that the plural? i can't rmb anymore) had more tact when they were talking bout the paper.

Joanie, whom i consider someone who's math is imba ttm, never even went to jj's extent of declaration even if it was probably easy for her.

According to keller, some of the top sci classes imba math ppl said it was challenging as well (even though they could do the paper lah)

I really wish these people in our class had more discrepancy.

well one person to be exact.

Can he stop inflating his stupid little ego just because he has some inferiority complex about his looks?

It's ridiculous to do so when you're not even considered the best in that subject. I mean come on, best in 31/10 in math is nothing really great. Our math aint that good.

URGH. ok, i'll get over this eventually, but it's really annoying. Often i really wish that i sit far far away from him. Not cos of leg shaking like many complain of during the paper itself, but because of his ridiculous ego inflating comments after the paper and his annoying self-satisfied smile.

BOO.

Oh and i really can't stop harping bout "Occupied Territories" and my horrendous off-focus :( at least China and KW went pretty well IMO.

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Okok, i'll get over this.

Whatever it is, my papers are in the hands of the Lord.

SDG.

11 November 2011

FORGET IT!

TIME TO MOVE ONNNNNNNNNN


do i want to check my math ans....

i'm super super scared...

but i want to....

06 November 2011

Somehow, the world seems a little emptier, a little more drab, a little more washed out.

05 November 2011

It's been a long and tiring week.

I met relatives i've never seen before.

I caught up with the Malaysian relatives (kinda)

...

Well, yea, a lot of things.

My grandma really and truly lived her life soli deo gloria - to God's glory alone. It's a legacy she left behind and a great example she set. (:


Found an old mattress that retains the fabric smell i associate with my grandma due to her old house. squee (:

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Met many relatives we've never seen before in the past 4 days, so interesting xP

"I'm looking for susie"

mom: "And you are?"

person: "I'm your father's brother"

mom: "HUH?"

person: "I'm your father's sixth brother"

mom: "there's a sixth!?"

:P

Also met an uncle that i have never seen before who lost touch with my mom for years. Sadly, my hopes for a female cousin around my age living in singapore is dashed :(

because this 'lost uncle' has 2 kids, but they're 27 and 28 D:

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got a eulogy to prepare for tmr :S dangit.