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Hello (:
08 November 2010

And the care of just one person makes it feel all better.

somewhat. at least it feels like i'm not the only one lost and trap under that thick, suffocating block called peedub. Ok. wait, i'm probably the only one in my group lost and trapped at this moment, but at least a helping hand trying to lift the block up is good. (:

Just wish i could do something about the other problem. :/

ohwell. can't ask for too much. this will probably help me survive the next three days anyway. (:

JY to the A lvl ppl, the O lvl ppl, and the PW ppl (:

07 November 2010

i'm not stupid. don't look down on me.

If you don't know how to do it, at least trust me to do it right. after all, i've been doing it this whole time.

Why would i be so stupid as to change fonts throughout the bloody presentation? Don't look down on me.

And you, please stop being so blur over there -_- .... i'm tired of having to explain something every five seconds.

Maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe...

02 November 2010

Nano's started (: but before i sink my teeth into it i'm here to scream.

I feel like ripping something apart, going somewhere and just screaming like crazy. Even obscenities. But i shall refrain.

I don't want to do OP ever. ever.

IDK why i felt so introspective today. But yea, that put me in a down mood. It was like everyone doesn't seem to be doing any work. And that sucks. I've taken on the ppt and dilly doesn't seem to want to even change the fonts for it. Joey unfortunately, no matter how hard working she is, isn't good at this stuff. Van is working very hard on the vid and that's great, i love the vid. So i'm stuck alone in this damn ppt thing. That is basically the structure that holds our damn project together. Oh the pressure.

Am i forgetting someone? Oh yea...my group has 5 ppl (: But the last one is absolute deadweight. I don't care if i'm being damn bitchy about her. She's not getting any of my sympathy. Nope. I'm fed up. It's brinkmanship and she's gone too far. I'm nice enough not to press the big red button, but i suppose i'm detonating a whole load of other mines.

If she can't bloody pull her weight, could she at least follow instructions?

Damn loser. I'm already not in the best of moods today and she tries to push me. First over the past few days she had to be bugged before she sent me the script. Thereafter, the script was wrong. I gave up.

Then today, trying to go through her part with the new slides. First she said tote bags before backpacks and sling bags for one part when my slide had the latter two appear first, so i changed it. Then asked her to repeat. Whereby she said backpacks and sling bags first. -__-

So i told her to decide. And she tells me "anything anything" wts? seriously. And i'm like "it's what you're comfortable with." so she decides on backpacks and sling bags.

Then a few slides later, i realise that she's still following her old script which means she's talking about bullshit that doesn't actually exist in the ppt. wts. so i get her to change it. boiling metre uppppp.

Then one slide later i realised she didn't add in the edits i PRINTED FOR HER YESTERDAY ._. That was it. I asked her about it and then she went to her bag to pull it out. DUDE. what has she been DOING? when the script is given to her already? She uses it as toilet paper is it?

So i tell her to edit and stomp out of the bus to eat. And she's inside complaining that i don't need to have such a big reaction when it's only one line.

Bloody hell. Sleep during meetings and stuff. FINE. You don't know anything, at least follow instructions can?

Oh and btw, her cue cards still say her slides are 23 and 24 when her slides are like 40+ already -__-

Freak her.

And then she gets all the random shitty sympathy votes.

6 months ago i'd have bought it. Now? No.

Seriously man, she's victimising herself. It's not fair to the rest of us.

She gets sympathy marks from teachers. and the likes. freakfreakfreak.

Hui Jia was saying that she feels sorry for the girl a bit.

Cause this morning shumin asked her for the timetable and hui jia told her something like next time she can ask her friends and shu min went "friends? like i have any..."

DUDE. she freaking isolates herself from the rest of the class. She's the one that chooses to sit on tables that are not even attached to the rest of the tables. sit apart from everyone else. when people attempt to draw her in she goes "nevermind"

We're only humans. However friendly we may be, if our attempts keep failing, don't expect us to try repeatedly.

I don't care if you're disabled. I know someone with the very same disease as you who's gonna become a lawyer. If you had that spirit of perseverance, there wouldn't be all these troubles in the end.

Stop bloody victimising yourself.

I hate school. I don't wanna ever go back.

I don't think i've felt this strongly about sch before. It's only this year and that sucks shit.

Probably no one really understands anyway. Cause i'm not the kind of girl to cry over this kind of shit to gain sympathy from everyone. sucks to be me. fml?