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Hello (:

27 April 2011

Today was the first time i really talked about ___ to someone. I'd never expected the person i'd talk about ___ to (if i ever spoke about it at all) to be dilly xD

doesn't do anything to change the feeling of "i don't know" but ohwell :/

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i feel for dilly, how she feels made used of by joey which i can totally understand. i guess we'll just have to show dilly more lubz (:

whilst dilly said she wished we were back to last year where we knew each other on a mere superficial level, i don't wish for time to turn back. i just want all the emo clouds and monsters to go away. i prefer it now somewhat (minus all the emo beams and superficial twits) that we (at least the group of us who have redefined this 'clique') know each other at a deeper level. Understand the other better. Because of this, i now feel that i will want to keep in touch and stay close to these people for the many years down.

If we hadn't developed this understanding (even though it was through all these unpleasant crap), i think i would just see them as 'friends'. 'friends from school' whom will forever remain as 'friends FROM SCHOOL'. :/ (ok, dunno if i'm making sense, but yea...)

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drama was tiring, but fun. still feel inadequate, but nvm, as long as i learn something and have fun, it's all good (:

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watched the SC investiture today. even though i was technically 'forced' to go, it was actually quite interesting.

reminded me of graduation (a little) even though it's supposed to be closer to POP? (but i still don't think our POP was very...:/)

there were a few epic mistakes by the fail hc emcees though xD

"special day" became "spacial day" seriously? don't they have better speakers? :X

and the president of the 35th...unlike jiayun isn't a very good speaker :S jiayun had the qualities of a leader. i say that even though i can't really remember what the 34th really did to make our lives better in any way :X

i mean...the 35th pres's speech was...oddly enunciated and had an odd rhythm which was almost jarring :X (and made the emcees sound better after that LOL)

"bonded together" became "bothered together" :X

heh.

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